I know it's been a few months since I've written. Even though I made this site so I could find a way to find my voice. Speak my emotions instead of bottling them up. I guess I've just been finding it hard.
I've been raised to keep things to myself. Was told that everyone has pain, to shut up, keep on with life.
Lately, I've been having a lot of thoughts. About my worth in life. How I want to be more. How I feel so useless and broken.
*sigh* Depressing shit.
So, stay calm, and knit on. Lol. I've been knitting like crazy lately. My newest favorite hobby. I've made three hats and I'm making a scarf. Two scarves actually. Both for Christmas gifts but one especially for my sister for Christmas and the other for my mother for her birthday a month after. I know that sounds silly. And I feel safe publicly put it out there cause nobody reads this. Lol. But I'm okay with that.
Anyways. I promise I will write more. I'm sure it's good for me.
Okay, it is 2:41 AM and I'm watching The Guardian.
